How To Experience God Right Now

YAHWEH: The God of Right Now | Healing Grace Church

“My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge: because thou hast rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee…” (Hosea 4:6).

The reason traditional mainstream “churchianity” is ineffective, is because “they” have quenched the Spirit of Yahweh. They have their own “gods” or idols that they’ve created. These idols are customs and traditions (fossils) that are man-made, but after a while, these fossils become so familiar to their adherents, that the people come to accept them as an inseparable part of their religion. Also, they reject any truth from Yahweh that contradicts their fossils. Therefore, they have rejected God and His knowledge in favor of their traditions. They commit the same sin that Jesus (Yahshua) rebuked the Pharisees of his time for committing. And if you point this out to them, they may want to kill you, just like they did Yahshua.

Let me give you an example: Back in the 1800’s, a church congregation was formed. It was a small group with very limited funds. They wanted a piano but couldn’t afford one. So, rather than save up the money to buy one or simply do without, they invented a new doctrine. The new doctrine stated that there is no mention of musical instruments being used in worship in the New Testament. Therefore, they concluded that musical instruments in the church were “unscriptural”. This meant that they would ban musical instruments, and any other church group who used them was deemed un-biblical and in moral error. The so-called “Church of Christ” congregations accepted this false teaching and still adhere to it today, not even realizing that the New Testament is also silent on chandeliers, carpet, and indoor plumbing, as well.

Of course, Yahweh doesn’t care whether you have a piano or not. As long as you worship Him, it matters not whether you do it with a banjo, accordion, kazoo, your mouth, or even silence – Yahweh doesn’t care. Yahweh is only concerned with what’s in your heart. And, rather than hold Yahweh in their hearts, today’s churches have rejected Him and His truth, and replaced Him with their own inventions.

This is true with many false beliefs like universalism, rapture, trinity, so on and so forth. Just like the children of Israel who couldn’t wait on Moses to come down the mountain with the commandments, and decided to make a golden sculpture of a cow to worship, these religious folks haven’t seen or felt God in a long while, so they conjure-up their own “golden cows” with their minds, trusting in their carnality and cutting off the revelation of the Spirit of Yahweh.

Remember this. This is important. Please pay attention. If Yahweh moves on your heart and spirit, and you resist Him, He will back away and you will suffer serious consequences. Scripture makes this very clear. (see: 1 Thes. 5:19, Eph. 4:30, Isaiah 63:10, 1 Cor. 2:14, Psalm 106:33, Gal. 5:17, Acts 6:10, and 7:51)

Yahweh wants to lead, guide, and direct you. He wants to reveal wonderful truths to you – truths that the angels are not privy to. However, if you resist, He will leave you to be led by this world system and the deceptions of your own mind. Your carnal mind is not your friend. This world system is not your friend. Satan and his family are definitely not your friends. Unless you yield to Yahweh, you will be deceived, and you will suffer unnecessary hardships as the result. I cannot over-emphasize this fact.

I’ve written all of this because I don’t want you to be a “church pew potato”. That is, someone who goes to church and sits and absorbs the worthless drivel coming from the “Jack-in-the-box” i.e., the man in the pulpit. He is a messenger of Babylon – a blind leader of the blind, who is much more concerned with his 401K than he is with your spiritual well-being.

I want to share with you, spiritual things that are not only precious and ever-lasting; but practical and worthwhile in this realm. These spiritual truths are wonderful because they come from the Heavenly realm. They come from our Father. They are little “slices of Heaven” on earth. Spiritual truth is an unveiling of thought that somehow makes it through the carnal mind, and can be received by your spirit – your true essence – the one that you were before you entered your physical, earthly body.

These spiritual truths or revelations are actually “rememberings”. That is, when you receive a spiritual truth, you are actually remembering something that you already knew, when you were in the spirit realm with Yahweh eons ago, “when the morning stars sang together, and all the sons of God shouted for joy” (Job 38:7). You see, when we came into these flesh bodies, we became carnal and forgot where we came from. Yahshua didn’t. He was the unique and first-born son of God, and was sent here with a special mission from God, “who hath reconciled us to Himself by Jesus Christ, and hath given to us the ministry of reconciliation” (2 Cor. 5:18).

Notice the words reconcile and reconciliation. To be “re”-conciled, you must have been “conciled” at one time. Then something happened to cause a division. Now, reconciliation brings the two BACK together AGAIN. To be conciliatory is to be together, so to reconcile is to bring back together. This usually implies a change taking place. That change was our Brother and Kinsmen Redeemer, Yahshua Christ coming and repairing the breach to make us acceptable to the Father again, and re-newing the Exclusive, Ever-Lasting Covenant between Yahweh and His people, Christian Israel (The Adamic White Race).

We were all with Yahweh and Yahshua before being sent to this earth realm. When Adam and Eve joined themselves to Satan, it brought a separation on all of us. We were without hope and it seemed that irreparable harm was done. However, Yahshua, our Kinsman Redeemer came and paid the sacrificial price to make us acceptable again. Yahshua came to save HIS people, Israel. He is our brother. Yahweh God is our Father. We are Family. We were estranged, but our Daddy had a Plan. The Plan became the Man. Yahshua our brother brought the family back together. He re–conciled us. This is the real message of the Prodigal Son.

As a result of this re-conciliation, we as Yahweh’s Family have access to many wonderful perks and privileges, such as: answered prayers, forgiveness for bad behavior, miracles of faith, divine protection, preservation, and much, much more. We also have access to the Mind of Christ, which means that we can receive spiritual understanding through the Spirit, which isn’t available to the other races and the enemies of God.

Now, I want to share with you a spiritual exercise that will help you in this life. This is a practical exercise that I have benefited from for some years now. This information is available to all of Yahweh’s people. However, churchianity will reject it as new age witchcraft or some kind of buddhist meditational mumbo-jumbo. That’s okay. They can continue to resist Yahweh’s Spirit and remain in the religious darkness of their spiritual ignorance. They are only hurting themselves. As for non-whites, we are told not to cast our pearls before swine or give what is holy to the dogs. So, please know this is for white people only.

Much of the rest of this paper is not entirely my writing. A lot of the language was originally written by others. I have edited it. I have made changes to the text. Much of this was written with a univeralist audience in mind. Therefore, unfortunately it was mistakenly watered-down to appeal to ones who could never truly and fully benefit from it in the first place. Also, jewish publishers would never have allowed it to be released in print for mass distribution without corrupting it. Thankfully, Yahweh revealed this information to me years ago and has allowed me, with the aid of Scripture, to re-write this paper with additions and deletions. I pray that it becomes as helpful and useful to you as it has for me.

To be or not to be? That is the question. Well, here’s the answer: To Be! As you know, we are called human beings – not human doings. God’s (YHVH) name is “I AM” – not I DO. Although we do and He does, the emphasis here is on Being. Here’s why:

There is an Eternal, Ever-Present One beyond all forms of life that are subject to birth and death. Many people use the word God to describe Him; I call Him Father. His actual name is YHVH but “Being” is a good name. He is the Eternal, Ever-Present “I AM”. It is impossible to reduce the Infinite Invisible to a finite entity. It is impossible to form an accurate mental image of Him. No one person can claim exclusive possession of His Being. HE IS YOUR PRESENCE, BECAUSE YOUR TRUE ESSENCE IS OUT OF HIS SUBSTANCE. Yahweh God is omni-present. He is everywhere, and as a wave of water is one with the ocean and a single spark is one with the raging fire, you, being His offspring, are One with Him. He/YHVH/Being is immediately accessible to you as the feeling of your own Presence.

YHVH (Being) is not only beyond but also deep within every white person as his or her innermost invisible and indestructible essence. This means that YHVH/Being is accessible to you now as your own deepest self, your true spiritual nature. But don’t seek to grasp Him with your mind or brain (Carnal Flesh Mind). Don’t try to understand Him. You can know YHVH, ONLY when the mind is still. When you are Present, when your attention is fully and intensely in the Now, Being can be felt, but He can never be understood mentally. “Be STILL and know that I am YHVH” (Psalm 46:10).

You (your spirit) was with YHVH in the beginning. He created you OUT OF Himself. “YaHVeH is Spirit, and those who worship Him must do so in SPIRIT and in truth” (John 4:24). To regain awareness of Being and to abide in that state of “feeling-realization” is true enlightenment. “…the true Light, which doth enlighten every man, coming into the world” (John 1:9). The word enlightenment conjures up the idea of some superhuman accomplishment, and the Carnal Mind likes to keep it that way, but it is simply your natural state of felt oneness with Being/Yahweh/God. It is a state of connectedness with something (someone) immeasurable and indestructible, something that is essentially you but yet is much greater than you. Christ said, “I and my Father are One”. He also said, “The Father is greater than I”. Being in the present moment with the Father is finding your true nature beyond physical name and bodily form.

Christ speaking to his followers: “…you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you…” (John 14:20).
Christ speaking to Father Yahweh – “And the glory which You gave me I have given them; that they may be one, even as we are one”; And, “…I in them, and You in me, that they may be made perfect in ONE…” (John 17:22,23).

Your lack of this knowledge and/or lack of faith is the reason for your inability to feel this connectedness. And, your inability to feel this connectedness gives rise to the deception of separation, from yourself, from God, and from other white people around you. You then perceive yourself, consciously or unconsciously, as an isolated fragment. Negativity (fear) arises, and conflicts within and without become commonplace.

The greatest obstacle to experiencing the reality of your connectedness is identification with your mind (carnal self), which causes thought to become compulsive. Not to be able to stop thinking is a dreadful affliction, but we don’t realize this because almost everybody is suffering from it, so it is considered normal. If you will notice, your mind is always busy. You are always thinking thoughts and seeing mental pictures. You are thinking about the past or trying to foresee the future. You are often day-dreaming. This incessant mental noise and activity prevents you from finding that realm of inner stillness that is inseparable from Yahweh’s Being. It also energizes the mind of the natural/physical self (Carnal Man) that casts a shadow of fear and suffering.

Identification with your mind creates an opaque screen of concepts, labels, images, words, judgments, and definitions that blocks out important things; like relationships. It comes between you and yourself, between you and your fellow man, between you and creation, and between you and Yahweh. It is this screen of thought that creates the deception of separateness, the illusion that there is you and a totally separate “other.” You then forget the essential fact that, underneath the level of physical appearances and separate forms, you are one with other Adamites and Yahweh in Spirit.

“Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity EVERY THOUGHT to the obedience of Christ” (2 Cor. 10:5).

“TAKE NO THOUGHT for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink; nor yet for your body” (Matt. 6:25).

“But when they deliver you up, TAKE NO THOUGHT how or what ye shall speak: for it shall be given you in that same hour what ye shall speak” (Matt. 10:19).

“DO NOT BE ANXIOUS ABOUT ANYTHING, but in EVERY situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. AND the PEACE OF GOD, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and YOUR MINDS in Christ Jesus” (Philippians 4:6,7).

“When my anxious thoughts multiply within me, Your consolations delight my soul” (Psalm 94:19).

“take no thought for tomorrow, for tomorrow will take care of itself” (Matt. 6:34).

“Cast all your cares on him because he cares for you” (1 Peter 5:7).

The mind is a practical instrument if used rightly. Used wrongly, however, it becomes very destructive. To put it more accurately, it is not so much that you use your mind wrongly — you usually don’t use it. It uses you. This is the disease. You believe that you are your mind. This is a delusion. The instrument has taken you over. Its almost as if you were possessed without knowing it, and so you take the possessing entity to be yourself. You are NOT your mind and body. You are Spirit Being inside of a body with a brain and a mind.

Plato said, “Man is a god dwelling in an animal body.” All flesh comes from the dust of the ground. Adam was formed from dirt and became flesh. Christ became flesh. There are different kinds of flesh, yet flesh is still flesh. What makes Adam, Christ, and you special, is the Breath/Spirit of God inside you. Or, more accurately; You are Spirit/Breath from God and you inhabit flesh. The body you are temporarily housed in, is a vehicle. It is a set of clothes. My friend calls it a “meat-suit”. Animals and other races are only flesh. They do not have God’s Spirit. Some have evil spirits in them, but the only flesh that Yahweh God will inhabit is the ones He created for that purpose, which are the white descendants of Adam and Eve. The other races are either a high order of animal or a mongrelization – a mixture of man or animal with fallen angels/evil spirits. This explains why 95% of violent crime is commited by jews, blacks, hispanics, asians, etc. They have animal instincts, evil spirits, and uncontrollable impulses and compulsions. Meanwhile, most genuine or full-blooded whites have varying degrees of love, compassion, empathy, and self-control.

“Now the Lord is that Spirit: and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty” (2 Cor. 3:17).

THE BEGINNING OF FREEDOM is the realization that you are not the natural man. You are not your mind. You are not — the thinker. Knowing this enables you to observe your thoughts. The moment you start watching the thinker, a higher level of consciousness becomes activated.

You then begin to realize that there is a vast heavenly realm of intelligence beyond thought, that thought is only a tiny aspect of that intelligence. You also realize that all the things that truly matter — beauty, love, creativity, joy, inner peace — arise from beyond the mind. You begin to awaken. “Awake thou that sleepest, and arise from the dead, and Christ shall give thee light” (Ephesians 5:14).

Circumstances in life do NOT cause your suffering. Your thoughts about those circumstances cause your suffering. The good news is that you can free yourself from your mind. This is the only true liberation. You can take the first step right now.

START LISTENING TO THE VOICE/THOUGHTS IN YOUR HEAD as often as you can. Pay particular attention to any repetitive thought patterns, those old recordings that have been playing in your head over and over again, perhaps for many years.

This is what I mean by “watching the thinker,” which is another way of saying: Listen to the voice in your head, be there as the witnessing presence.

When you listen to that voice, listen to it impartially. That is to say, do not judge. Do not judge or condemn what you hear, for doing so would mean that the same voice has come in again through the back door. You’ll soon realize: There is the voice, and here I am listening to it, watching it. This realization, this sense of your own presence, is not a thought. It arises from beyond the mind.

So when you listen to a thought, you are aware not only of the thought but also of yourself as the witness of the thought. This is realizing your own spirit or your true self.

AS YOU LISTEN TO THE THOUGHT, you feel a conscious presence — Spirit — behind or underneath the thought, as it were. The thought then loses its power over you and quickly subsides, because you are no longer energizing the mind through identification with it. This is the beginning of the end of involuntary and compulsive thinking.

When a thought subsides, you experience a discontinuity in the mental stream — a gap of “no-thought.” At first, the gaps will be short, a few seconds perhaps, but gradually they will become longer. When these gaps occur, you feel a certain stillness and peace inside you. This is the beginning of your natural spiritual state of felt oneness with your Creator, which is usually obscured by the mind.

With practice, the sense of stillness and peace will deepen. In fact, there is no end to its depth. You will also feel a subtle emanation of joy arising from deep within: the joy of Being – “the joy of the LORD, which is your strength” (Nehemiah 8:10).

In this state of inner connectedness, you are much more alert, more awake than in the mind-identified state. You are fully present. It also brings the energy/the anointing that gives life to the physical body. To be in the Now – the Present Moment, is to be OUT of time and IN the Eternal Realm. This is where God is. To find God, look for Him in the Now. “If I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you to Myself, that where I am, [IN THE NOW] there you may be also” (John 14:3).

As you go more deeply into this realm of no thought, you realize the state of pure consciousness/Being. In that state, you feel your own presence with such intensity and such joy that all thinking, all emotions, your physical body, as well as the whole external world become relatively insignificant in comparison to it. And yet this is not a selfish but a selfless state. It takes you beyond what you previously thought of as “your self.” That presence is essentially you and at the same time greater than you, because it is the substance of Yahweh’s Being. Oneness with God. Atonement = at-one-ment.

INSTEAD OF “WATCHING THE THINKER,” you can also create a gap in the mind stream simply by directing the focus of your attention into the Now. Just become intensely conscious of the present moment. Be still and know. Know that He is God and you are His son – of His spiritual DNA. YHVH is the I AM. Again, He is in the eternal realm. He is ever-present. When you are in the Now, you are in the eternal realm where God is.

This is a deeply satisfying thing to do – focusing your complete attention into the Now. In this way, you draw consciousness away from mind activity and create a gap of no-thought in which you are highly alert and aware but not thinking.

IN YOUR EVERYDAY LIFE, you can practice this by taking any routine activity that normally is only a means to an end and giving it your fullest attention, so that it becomes an end in itself. For example, every time you walk up and down the stairs pay close attention to every step, every movement, even your breathing. Notice the feel of your weight on your feet. Be totally present.

Or when you wash your hands, pay attention to all the sense perceptions associated with the activity: the sound and feel of the water, the movement of your hands, the scent of the soap, and so on. Be present.

Or try my personal favorite, which is focusing your attention on your hand. You might start with your pinky finger and just feel it. As you concentrate on it, you will begin to feel a tingling sensation. Now try the next finger and the next until you get to your thumb. Then become aware of the feeling – the tingling of your entire hand. You are Now experiencing the Present Moment.

Stop “multi-tasking”. That’s just a concept invented by jews in order to get one employee to do the work of five. When possible, do one thing and one thing only at a time. For example, don’t eat dinner in front of the television. If you’re eating alone, turn off the tv. Just be fully present as you eat your meal. Notice the smell of the food. Fully enjoy the taste without distraction. Notice the sound of your chewing and the feel of the food against your teeth, tongue, and gums. You can do this with any activity: brushing your teeth or getting dressed. The possibilities are limitless.

If you catch yourself thinking random thoughts, don’t get frustrated. Simply watch them pass by like watching the clouds go by in the sky. Return your focus to the Present Moment again. The more you practice, the less your thoughts will interrupt, and the easier it becomes. And, the joy and peace you experience will multiply.

Yahweh God, our Father, created us, so that He could experience His creation through us. Yahweh and you (as One) can only experience creation IN THE PRESENT MOMENT. Your carnal mind’s thoughts are constantly on things that are in the past or the future. Your carnal mind is constantly re-living or regretting the past or being anxious or anticipating the future. STOP IT! Focus your complete attention on the Now. Focus on the Present Moment. Focus on the Eternal Realm where the I AM dwells. I AM means I AM right NOW!

The single most vital step on your journey forward in spiritual freedom is this: Learn to dis-identify from your natural mind. Every time you create a gap in the thought-stream, the light of your consciousness grows stronger. Your spirit becomes more vibrant and you feel closer to God because you are present with God. “Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you DOUBLE-MINDED” (James 4:8).

At some point, you will catch yourself smiling at the thinker’s thoughts in your head, as you would smile at the antics of a child. This means that you no longer take the content of your carnal mind all that seriously, as your sense of self (spirit) – your true self, does not depend on it. You will be grateful for this discovery and you will experience that joy and peace so often mentioned in the Scriptures. This experience is the will of God. As long as you are experiencing the Now – the Present Moment, without random thoughts in your earthly mind, you are not only dwelling in Yahweh’s Presence, you are allowing Yahweh to experience the Heavenly and the Earthly realms simultaneously in and with you. And you are enjoying a genuine, tangible, shared experience with your Father – the Creator of all that is.

Don’t over-think this or analyze it away. This is a simple but profound spiritual experience. Remember, “…the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned” (1 Cor. 2:14). If you don’t quite get it, don’t worry. Just put it on the shelf for awhile.

If you are afraid that it sounds too much like meditation, it’s just irrational fear over words and concepts. Actually, experiencing the present moment is the very essence of meditation. There is evidence that indicates that the people’s of the ancient East adopted their views based on the teachings of Aryan Whites who once dwelt in that area. However, the Now is for Yahweh and His people. The enjoyment that other races get from their “meditation” comes from the relief they feel from not experiencing the tormenting thoughts in their own minds. They still cannot enjoy fellowship with Yahweh. It is purely a physical and psychological exercise for them. It’s like a man beating his head against a wall. You ask him why he is doing it, and he replies, “Because it feels so good when I stop”. If one of another race can get a few minutes of respite from the torments of their own minds through meditation, do not begrudge them. That is about the only reward they will have.

This may not be for everyone. Hopefully, I haven’t scared you away with this. The treasures of Yahweh should be shared among His people, not hidden for fear of someone’s rejection. Remember, be careful not to reject or resist spiritual knowledge. If you do, you will be sorry. If information like this is disturbing to you, you might consider not visiting this site. I’d rather you be ignorant of spiritual knowledge rather than reject it.

For the rest of you, I pray that you will practice this teaching often. I’m certain that you will enjoy it tremendously, and it will make a very positive difference in your life. Enjoy. Yahweh bless.